waddahell. i love this song :DDD here's the lyrics:

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

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I HATE CHICKEN POX. URGHHH.
i dun wanna talk abt it. its horrible.
but anyway i'm on this medication that can relieve my itchiness, amount, EVERYTHING but the price by half which is $3 per pill and it works like an antibiotic. COOL except the fact that i have to buy 28 of those $3 pill and u can imagine the price. so now, i haven recovered but i can use the com cos i dun feel the itch at all.
i missed the EOY english paper. damn it.
exempted. damn it.
hope i dun fail. damn it.

enough damning for the night.